So I haven’t posted my history of me, yet, but I wanted to get some frustration out.
It seems God doesn’t want me to change, but neither does he want me to be healed of this affliction. What am I to do? I can’t move forward – the way is blocked. And I can’t move backwards as that is the path of insanity. If I try to move left or right I’m pushed back.
I just want to be whole.